Just before Halloween, we attended a campfire in our local
state park. We arrived just as the sun was beginning to set and drove home in
total darkness. The participants took a nature stroll through the woods,
followed by a campfire complete with Halloween songs and s’mores. It was
enormously fun.
In that moment before darkness settled in, my son looked up
into the sky and triumphantly exclaimed, “Mommy, Daddy, I see Rudolph!”
He was pointing at an airplane, of course. My husband, in
his wicked wisdom, has told our twins that airplanes are Rudolph. That he and
Santa are watching every move they make. It’s amazing how effectively it
stabilizes behavior. The adults in the group cracked up. The children started
searching the skies. Priceless moment.
As an adult, I find it magnificent, this unshaken belief in
Santa Clause. I mean, seriously. The
logic is beyond ridiculous.
Let’s sum it up. Over the course of one night, one guy
travels across the entire world and delivers presents to practically every boy
and girl. He lands on their roof, slides down the chimney and delivers the
exact presents that each and every kid drooled over in the local toy store.
And his sleigh is only moderately sized, and pulled by
reindeer. Oh, and his belly is way too big to fit in a chimney.
Imagine that…
What is only slightly more insane is that kids believe it.
For years. They behave well for fear of losing presents. They gaze adoringly at
the random man dressed in a Santa suit at the local gym, or church, or
supermarket… and they fail to notice that this one has blue eyes while the one
last week was brown eyed.
Or perhaps they just don’t want to notice, because they want
to believe and looking at the details will force them to face a reality they
aren’t ready to face yet. They want to believe in magic because they are in
love with the idea of Santa. They love the romance of flying reindeer and piles
of presents. They love the music and the lights on the Christmas tree. They don’t
care about logic. They crave magic and will suspend belief to maintain that
feeling as long as possible.
I understand why, because adults do it as well.
My husband and I watched Avatar recently. We had seen it
before, in the theater, but we bought the DVD when it came out. I love that
movie, despite the fact that suspended mountains don’t exist. Neither do extra
large blue people with reinforced bones, dragons or 6 legged horses. And yet, I
love that movie. Watching the soul of a wheelchair bound body get transported
into a strong and spirited body makes my heart light up with joy. I am
entranced by the floating souls. I can’t
help but smile when the dragons soar through the air and I want to cheer when
Jake changes side and takes his “true” form in his avatar body.
And no, I don’t care that it’s not physically possible. Don’t
remind me, ok?
I just want to enjoy the magic.
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